First Day of the Year

Right now, at this moment, my family is visiting their hometown. Sadly, I cannot go with them.

I just finish one of my homework. I stay up late again.

Hopefully, I'll finish everything as soon as possible.

Hic, yawning again. Maybe I should go to bed now ><

Jan, 1st & Feb, 2nd 2011

Dear Me, 

Now, it's 11:45 pm.

I just finished my first homework today, and this is the second week of my class in this new semester. 

How am I feeling?

Really interested in the subjects, Humanity, English and even Math. Ah, in the Humanity class, I will be assigned to create a poem. I'm looking forward to creating it. I don't know why I always have energy for creative "stuffs", as my friends always complain to me, but I'm sure that all of my feelings come from my hear, honestly and sincerely. Micro-Econ is quite boring, I yawn in classes all the time. You know what, yawning is contagious. And I'm a hundred percent sure that I yawn because I see other classmates do that. This semester, I feel more comfortable than the first semester that I had to deal with. The first semester was a really, really hard task for me. However, I did go through it and got all A for classes. How wonderful I am. Sometimes, I feel that I did try my best on something, but sometimes I did not. I'm extremely happy to go to school to join the crowded at the lunch time. I love to see people laughing, hanging around and chatting with each others. I love, in the morning, say hi to someone that I meet on the way to classes. I love sitting in the classroom and listening to my instructors trying to convey meaningful messages to help us develop the basic and background knowledge. How great it is.

 12:01 pm

 Spending more than one year in this State, I learn a lot from everyone. I miss my host moms, host dad, friends, instructors and a lot more people. I remember them with my honest heart, and I'll keep them in the beautiful corner of my mind as the best memories I ever had. Thanks to all of them, I realized what I fight for, what I like, what I miss. Loneliness, still, is a term that disturbs me. Nevertheless, whenever I think about all of "my people," I feel happier and happier. 

People have different ways to behave, to think and to learn from others. I have to admit that through traveling and living outside "home-sweet-home," I become more mature. Life teaches me a lot, and it trains me to be stronger, rather than weaker, and braver. Yeah, I am stronger, not physical stronger but my heart. I can keep my tear inside my eyes, keep the pain inside my heart to smile, to live happily with current life. That's good. I mean when you can do that, you can have an opportunity cost, which can save your best alternative in the future.

12:10
Yawing again, I should go to beds now. Taking a deep, good sleep so I can have energy for exciting tomorrow.